another important message
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guys, I made one of these a while ago, and this is a follow up to it.
I still am completely alone, my family doesn't seem to care, and my life is hard.
I've found myself staying up at night, thinking about everything in my life that's gone wrong. And it's a lot.
I feel completely isolated right now, which is the worst possible thing for me, and my family does not notice.
I have all this stuff in my head, and I can't get it out. I trip over my words when talking, because I have so many important thoughts in my head that it all gets jumbled together.
I can't concentrate anymore. I feel like i'm going crazy. I feel like i'm becoming depressed. I don't know what to do anymore.
I used to think life was great, that I could do anything. but now...
I don't know...
Damnata, invisus, ubique
Ab omnibus, ad infinitum:
(Damned, hated, everywhere,
by everyone, forever!)
(lyrics from city of the dead by eurielle.)